A little bit cracked...

Pressure-It can turn a lump of coal into a flawless diamond, or an average person into a perfect basketcase.

I saw this quote on facebook a while ago.  I laughed.  And then I worried.

Because I have been under a lot of pressure lately.  And just when I think one thing is resolved, something else takes its place.  I have felt fragile.  It's not a welcome feeling for someone who prides themselves on their strength.

I find relief in these scriptures:

Psa.51:17     "The sacrifices of God are a BROKEN SPIRIT: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise."


In Isaiah 57:15     "I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones."

I also find relief in the lyrics of a Leonard Cohen song. (Anthem)

The pressure has caused a few cracks.  But those cracks will let the light in.

I will keep moving forward, and try to find joy in the journey.

Also, my new low carb lifestyle is totally working for me.  It is exciting to start to see a life where I don't feel controlled by food!